Soulmate -Natasha Bedingfield

My mind is always in a mess, that's why you don't see me posting something long about a certain subject. On the contrary, or probably ironically, I'm not the kind who ponders about something for a long time.

Woken up again by the minahs, blasting trance/techno songs in the living. And budak hingus was present as well. As usual, tried my very best to sleep, only to give myself a headache. And it's still present now.

My left eye hurt.

On another note, I'm not looking forward to Hari Raya. Probably it's going to turn up just like last year.

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I'm now kind of fully aware that I've changed. I'm turning more selfish than ever. Once I told myself, "It's good to be selfish sometimes," but that sentence has been stuck in my head since. And now it seems like I tend to care less for my friends. Compassion and the need to help others. The urge. It's going down.

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Whatever.